fooled you all. no banana stickers in here.

I might be taking a leave on here. I'm not writing or drawing, or hell, even doing much of anything anymore.
I've managed to lose a wonderful friend, a job, a car, maybe a computer (if I can't get a new PSU) and almost my own family within the last four months.
Some may wonder how I can almost lose a family? Don't ask. I won't answer. Too much going on.

I need no praise, sympathy, compassion, harassment, or whatever initial response people may have when they read this. This is simply how it is right now. It's devoid of any frivolous chatter and wasteful sentences.

Social austricism and environmental conditions have conditioned me for a very long time to see the facts written on the wall. Perception and analysis are two of my keen senses; they are strengths for playing music and repairing any mechanical/electrical item. They do of no use and real good in social situations, other than hunches and setting up worst case scenarios for social interactions. I am prepared for the worst situations, but handling situations is in a whole new realm. Something which is simple and fast for methodical, one-way only tasks. For relationships, it does no good.

I am still in the box; in the dark; invisible from compassion, and OSHA Orange to pain and suffering which will continue until I get help.
Help NEVER looks directly at you. You have to find it. It's easier to find if you have been out of the box.

I have never been out of the box.